Tuesday, November 15, 2022

A new chapter awaits.

Boundless Possibilities

"But you are not alone 

You are not unknown."


    The final chapter. A new chapter awaits. The obscurity remained, but not quite as appalling. The abyss has grown, and so has she. The pages have been written, yet the chapters are still incomplete. Curious and bold, almost transcended life's uncertainties.

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    Her life's mission does not end here. The incessant transitions in her life enabled her to discover more about the mysteries of the world she dwells in. And as she grew fonder of life, she learned certain things that shaped her into the woman she is today: a formidable survivor.    

    
    Keyed up, still, but she'll always persevere. She is constantly striving, and she is Hannah Margarette Derla.


Moving forward is absolutely significant, but so is staying alive.


Chapter Two: The Odyssey

An Unpredictable Journey

"And I, I'm in love-- 

but not with anybody else 

Just wanna get to know myself."


    The Odyssey. The obscurity lingered. The abyss has swelled beyond control. The pages were laden with organized terrors. Petrified and reluctant, yet constantly strives to fathom life's uncertainties.

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    Despite having outgrown some of her past pursuits, she continued to write. One of her motives is that she seeks to acknowledge the indefinite chapters of her life. While heading through a different path, she also encountered a new found hobby: Music. The rhythm of each plucked guitar string felt to her like hypnotic whispers telling her about the reawakening of her life's purpose. She also began to appreciate the essence of art forms, something she used to intensely loathe before. It's quite ironic how things have turned out for her.


    Even so, she's still apprehensive. She's not convinced that she's on the right track, but one thing's for sure: she'll never give up.


It can be unsettling, but life entails an endless series of moving forward.



Chapter One: The Beginning

Blissful Unknowing

"The world's a little blurry, 

or maybe it's my eyes."


    The beginning. Life unfolded in obscurity. A minuscule abyss of oblivion. A blank page desperately waiting to be written. Innocent, naïve, yet determined to embrace life's uncertainties.

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    Her childhood was filled with vivid experiences. She has always been such a competitive student at her school, participating in as many extracurricular activities as she can. A consistent honor student, dancer, model, poet, journalist, swimmer; a jack of all trades, indeed. She carved a niche for herself at a very young age. Her interests were quite daunting, but these were the things that made her feel happy and fulfilled.


    Unfortunately, she eventually felt overwhelmed by some of the things that she was once passionate about. The glee in her eyes dwindled as she realized how hard she forced herself just to gain validation from other people. 


The most painful yet most crucial aspect of existing: Moving forward.



 

A new chapter awaits.

Boundless Possibilities "But you are not alone  You are not unknown."     The final chapter.   A new chapter awaits.  The obscurit...